Tuesday, 15 September 2009

  • Jumping to Conclusions

    As some of you may know, Magically_Delici0uz and I were recently in a relationship. As I'm new to the town I obviously made some new friends, one of which happens to be a girl. Said girl left a comment on my facebook saying we should hang out because I just sat alone at school all day and Cherish automatically assumes I'm cheating on her! I would never cheat on any girl, much less the one girl I've ever actually loved. I'd do anything for her. I've been trying to be nothing but patient and supportive because of her current situation with family problems but I just get an ended relationship because of false accusations! I love her and I always will but it fucking hurts when you give it your all to be crushed. She didn't even ask me! Nor did she tell me - I found out through a blog!!!!.... Ouch... I need a hug.

Monday, 14 September 2009

Thursday, 10 September 2009

  • Not Again...

    Once again the time comes and I can't sleep. Why? Probably because of the thousand little critters in my tummy that seem to be jumping around and protesting, making it impossible to relax without feeling nauseous. Nerves about the new school. As I seem to have mentioned quite a bit recently, I'm still friendless and I'm not at all good with new people. I'm barely a people person. Its these times when I need a bit of reassuring and a little self esteem boost so, since I can't pick up the phone and call Cherish since she's let her friend borrow hers I'll go for the next best thing. Xangans!

    I'm so freakin' nervous about this whole new school and new people thing. I've never been good with new surroundings.... It's all a bit too scary to me! I usually prefer places I'm comfortable with and only venture out when I'm either on holiday or with friends. Neither of which are part of the current scenario *Sigh*...

    Damnit Cher, I need youuu!

Wednesday, 09 September 2009

  • Xanga King '09 Round 1 - READ ITTT :P

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    As the title suggests, I have entered the Xanga King competition due to the lack of male contestants running! (Come on guys! 15 spare places?!) I don't expect to win but what harm can running do anyway? So I thought I'd give it a go!

    Vote for your favourites!

    A Little Bit About Me

    I'm really your regular 17 year old teenager! I was born in England, 1992, and have recently moved to America nearly two months ago now!!! Still don't know anyone so the laptop and sketchbook have been filling in for a best friend! I'm an amateur artist and not too good at that but i enjoy doing it! It helps me relax and remain calm, especially since I don't have anyone to talk to at the moment! Other than my art, I love music. I rarely go 5 minutes without singing or listening to my iPod! I'll listen to anything, from rap to heavy metal! Gaming is also big on the agenda (Told you I'm your typical teenager!). My Xbox 360 is my baby - I love it to bits! XboxLive has helped me speak to a lot of people and get to know american friends!

    My History?

    I've not had a very eventful life. I lived in England until July this year in a little couldesac called Parsons Drive. The area i lived in was very nice,  quite posh too! There were no gangs or "Chavs" or anything of the sort and I grew up in a rather tight knit circle of friends who were, and still are, always there for me! I did karate for 9 years and won a few trophies for kicking ass (woohoo!) and passed all my subjects in school with better than average grades. The only horrible memory I have is my uncles passing on December 8th 2007. He had had cancer for about a year by then, but it was supposed to have been "getting better". All of a sudden it spread all over.... (Can anyone say "bad luck"?). He was the one to give me my first job. I'd spent every weekend with him for three years and it was very hard to see such a strong, proud man (Always the life of the party!) in such a weak state.... Then I up and left to move to New York!

    Relationship-wise..

    I've never been too good at relationships, it seems I always have bad luck with them. I've been used, abused and cheat on too many times to mention and the times that hasn't happened is when I get too scared and end it out of paranoia. But now I think I've got it good! I've got an absolutely wonderful girlfriend and I love her to bits so wish me luck!!!

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    The Username

    Well, It just came from a random doodle that I did! I thought about Xanga and just used him as my own character/persona! Not much to say, although I have become quite attached!!!

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    Everyone wants to know why it is that you are participating in the contest, so in a few sentences will you please explain why you believe that you should be crowned King of Xanga?   

    Honestly? I just thought It'd be a passtime. Something to do since I have nothing else. It seems to be a fun thing and I thought I'd take up another of the unused spaces so, here I am!

    Please list three (3) things that you could improve about yourself giving a short explination to each of the reasons.

    3 things I'd improve? I'd say the first would be my trust. I don't trust people regardless, no one gets to see the real me or my thoughts and feelings other than the ones I choose to show. I'm a closed book and It's gotta be a bad thing, right? Secondly, I'd change my jealousy! I get extremely jealous of the strangest of things! Even over friends! I'm crazy, I tell ya! But yeah, when it comes to Cherish I lose myself and It needs to stop. Finally, I'd change my self esteem. I've been shot down and abused so much in relationships that negative thinking is more or less my defence mechanism now. If I think the worst of myself no one can hurt me, right?  But people get annoyed when I put myself down and It isn't the best "friend catching" skill!

    If you could change ONE thing about today's society what would you change, and why?

    I'd change societies image of an "ideal" person. Or erase it, so to speak. An ideal person should not be an image or a physical template, It should be a moral compass. A guide of how to act. Right and wrong. That's where we've lost our mark as human beings. Vanity and Egotism have hijacked our world and, instead of doing good for others, we do good only for ourselves.

    Five years from now where do you see yourself?

    In five years? I'll still be earning my PHD in psychiatry! So college i guess? I'd love to be doing "on the job" degree training but who knows?!

    If you could change ONE thing about Xanga what would you change, and why?

    The only thing that gets me about Xanga is the unsung blogs. The great blogs that go unnoticed every minute! If I could change it, I'd make them more visible like an update of new blogs or popular blogs etc.

    Once again, vote your favourites!

  • One Big Confession!

    After last nights whole fiasco (read my "Can't Sleep" blog), I wound up only having a very short 4 hours of sleep.... spaced out into two, two hour slots! What a mess. So I woke up (surprisingly well), completed my "Induction day" at the new highschool and barely survived. I'm used to the good old british school doom and gloom where no one is happy to be there, preppy or in any other kind of "OMG SCHOOL IS STARTING AGAIN" mood. So yes, I got home and did the obvious thing - straight to bed! Oh how I love my bed.

    Several hours later I woke to find myself in more of a lonesome, cuddly mood so I curled up on the sofa in a quilt (duvet, bed sheets, whatever you want to call them!) and went to search Netflix for a nice little "alone time" feature. Now here's the confession:

    When I'm in the stay at home lonesome moods, there's nothing I like more than a cheesy Rom Com.... Yes, A rom com. Now I don't know about americans, but back in britain and my hometown; Rom coms are for girls and (no offence meant I'm just quoting the term used) "fags". Come on guys, someone step up and support me on this!

    Rom Coms are brilliant movies! So inspiring, cheesy and they fill you with that little warmth that makes you feel so comfortable and safe, you could just doze off happily. Some other guys have got to enjoy a nice rom com, surely?! Don't leave me alone in this!

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